pretty good day. went to school wanting to see justin, but he wasn't there as usual, so I was like 'fuck this' n left with casey. we went to starbucks n got some coffee then we were chillin' n were bored as hell so decided to go back for 2nd n saw quinn n left with him. I called justin but he was sleeping so we went to jordan's but he wasn't home, ( Read more... )

yea Im going out with Justin. Hope we don't have a shitty breakup. but I suck at relationships anyway, and everyone knows that, so yea...

Yea I guess Ive done alot of stupid things in the past few days. I neeed to just fucking go away or something, seriously, I think I've caused alot of people alot of pain.

...and for a while I really thought you cared enough to want to see me.

yea, so my classes suck. so much fucking homework.

but I got to see this guy I havent seen for a while, we kissed, I don't even know how we ended up kissing. Too many things were going on in my mind, but I'm happy so I guess thats good.

except one of the horses got struck by lightning...

Went to warped tour, was kool except I saw two of my ex's, it was... awkward. Blair acted all weird, he's changed so much. But Cody was nice so were ok, I guess ( Read more... )

Hmmm... I got two people I like that like me. But I dunno I dont feel like going out of my way to make anyone happy, if either one asks me out Ill probly go out with them. But if nothing happens then whatever I'll be single, Im perfectly fine not relying on any guy to keep me happy ( Read more... )

Sittin' here with frozen vegetableson my face. ...awesome ( Read more... )

Ive been hangin with Casey, we went on the boat and got thrown off the raft and swam around in the middle of the intercoastal waterway thing!! yea it was great one time we were going REALLY fast and Casey just slid right off the back of the raft!! and then I jumped off to save her but she didn't need to be saved and I was 100 yards away so it didn' ( Read more... )

( muffin )

Waaay too much on my mind to write. I can't even put my feelings into words.

I really need to talk to someone. anyone. Just someone who cares.

I'm just so pissed at everything. It seems like nothing is going rite.

I hate it when I'm like this. Nobody cares about how depressed I am or how bad I feel.

...so I think I'll shut up now.