it's so good to hear from you! jaime said she was going to visit your area, and i thought i remembered you were at school there, so i asked if she would see you...told her to tell you "hi" for me. i smiled so big when she told me you inquired :) but i'm doing fine. i dont hang out with any of the kids i used to...katie and i go to lunch typically, but i'm kind of fed up with her right now...and probably for ever. but yeah, i'm all drug free and happy about life. i hang out with my parents and friends from church mostly now. i'm becoming better friends with some acquiantances from school, but that's about it. i'm ready to move away and start all over again. meet people that will bring me up, not make me sad. i've gotten to where i hate hearing about old friends...especially katie's daily life. it's so depressing. but yeah, there's no slump here. and i have shepard for lit...not henley. but i do communicate with henley some for nhs...i'm an officer this year. but shepard has this awesome intern right now, so i really like
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a pillow and the pen are my only friend here...shutupnkissmeOctober 22 2002, 16:59:48 UTC
its really good to hear that you have found a way to still smile aside from all of the not-so-god things that are going on around you. youre right, it is really hard to sit back and have to watch old friends deteriorate. the same as katie has started to waste away, kevin is always on my ming when i need something to worry about. but, its all stepping stones. at the end of all this burden, there will be some sort of reward/relief..... speaking of those stepping stones, things here are really trying. no one seems to fit my idea of a potential good friend. i have acquaintances and such, but those never really seem to help with the loneliness or homesickness. but, i know ill live through all of it, so i usually just grab a pen and write something or go to sleep and dream something up. ive become the quiet kid. after all those years of living in the spotlight, this new life of mine is going to take some adjusting to. BUT i know that if it does get to be too much for me to handle, i will always have my core friends in tallahassee to come
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but i always mean it too
beautiful, beautiful
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And I wish I was there.
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