I change my mind. Im not okay, not fine or fucking content. If I grit my teeth anymore im not gonna have any. Mr. Policeman, do I have your permission to punch my mother in the face? Its just a little case of domestic violence. And it would let off a lot of steeeam. I can feel my guts beginning to rot from all this hatred. Dramatic? Oh you have no ( Read more... )

I think I’ve reached the point where im content with life, or not “content” per say but okay with it. Im use to the situation now. Not over it, but im learning to adapt. Right now I really just wanna focus on me and my life. And pretend that nothing else exists. Im in a indifferent mood. A robotic mood. Cause and effect, no natural response needed ( Read more... )

Analyze Values1.) What are your 2 primary motivators ( Read more... )

i lost. 2 pounds? but i think the scale is lying to me. it wants to please me because it knows if it shows me something i dont like i will destroy it. wow. and its. 6:30 is the morning? how am i up at this ungodly hour? i had a banana for breakfast. i talked myself out of some cheerios. boo. im gonna go running today. and......ive been doing ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU KATRINA


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so i just read a really corny joke off the back of my kool-aid jammer (it has a see through back and the jokes are printed inside, duh) and since I have no life at the moment I decided I should share it with all you fine people. Brace yourself. Q: What is a frog’s favorite shoe? (yes, I too was not aware frogs even wore shoes, but in this case, ( Read more... )

Hmmm…this was quite the uneventful weekend. Friday I sat on my ass and watched Seinfeld on DVD. Go me. And today I went to the mall. I finally got some F-ing school supplies. I was freaking out, in a good way, when I walked in Zumiez and happened upon some Roxy and Volcom school shit. I was not aware they made them. When were you guys going to tell ( Read more... )

What a jip. So I went to school today but apparently I didn’t have the right information at that point to register. They had to fax my old school and blah blah……..blah. I had to go home because if I didn’t have a schedule then there was really no purpose for me to be there. Right? The stupid thing is I actually wanted to go to class. Well duh. I ( Read more... )

Ughh. Yesterday I was one big PMS case. I was even scaring myself. I’ve never been so emotional/ snappy before. I was crying and yelling like in some bad day time TV show. Hmm, maybe it has something to do with the fact that im starting school at La Canter High today. God damn shit fuck. I don’t think there are enough cuss words in the English ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty much a blur. So it goes. Friday went shopping with myself in Portland. Picked up some hot shit at Buffalo Exchange and such. I FINALLY ATE SOME BEN AND JERRY’S. And I felt fat about it, of course. But I figured, my ego can go fuck itself. I want some ice cream. Oh and those new clothes I was talking about? Saturday night ( Read more... )