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[shuuyushuu]

something's totally wrong my whole week is off and i don't know why.  i think my depression has kicked in again.  this whole week has been kinda stressful.  i need to get away from everything but i can't when i'm still being held back.  i want so many things that are going be impossible for me to get.  and i feel that my friends find me annoying

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[devil29bich]

You know there are times that I felt like that. I had very bad depression to where I took pills to end it all Well as you can see it didn't work doctors didn't work you know what did? It as myself finally allowing myself to be myself and not what others think or say I'm supposed to be. Who cares what other people think of me I like who I am and what my interests are. them people don't pay my bills or feed my children. They mean nothing to me if they have a negative attitude. So now I'm teaching my girls who cares what others think. Only you should care what you think and believe in.

So keep you head up and don't mind stupid people. Be yourself. Only yourself can make you happy.

[shuuyushuu]

thanks, it's still hard since it's something i dealt with all my life as a child (still technically a child) but thanks for the advice^^

[sweetspicyhot]

I know it's hard to be objective when you are in a bad place. It is easy to get caught up in negative things that others tell you or even what you tell yourself. The bad stuff is just easier to believe sometimes.

I have also struggled with depression at times.
I know it isn't easy to break the cycle--especially of self doubt. But you can turn it around. Try first to give yourself a break and be nicer to yourself and believe in your talents and abilities. Hugs to you!