i LIKE him... alot :)
he makes me all giddy inside, and out, too.
i can never stop smiling, especially when im with him.
and especially when he kisses me :)
he's nice, he's funny, he's cute.
i can actually hold a normal conversation with him.
(well, as normal as they get)
he's weird, but its a good kind of weird.
his weirdness pretty much completes me.
he ( Read more... )

im done with it all.
no more waiting on anything
no more chances
its just me now.
the next one will not
consist of messy kisses
or sloppy iloveyous

just...
no more..

my heart, my stomach, and my head, all just did flip flops, reading what you wrote, to her.
im done with it all. i have nothing left to say, but fuck. you.

i miss her.
like you wouldnt believe.
she was my life, she was something that would ALWAYS make me happy.
and i miss her.
i lost her.
i love her.
too much.
or maybe just the right amount.
i want her back.
and i want to see her smile again.
her beautiful beautiful smile...

god damn it.
i love her.

In looking at my future, and god, do i have to lose her ?

i miss her to death<3
but things dont just undo. nor do they just go away.
and suddenly, when i realize what happened, will never undo itself and that i think ive lost it forever, nothing seems to matter anymore.
and it seems like..
all i really want
is an explanation;
and an apology.

and now. i realize.
that i have NO ONE
no one there for me.
ever.

that is all.

she blinks and her eyes
burn from the tears. her
phone lights up with a
text message from him.
for once, she didn't look
at it because she knew it
was filled with words that
would break her heart.

i hate having no control over this
i hate hurting other peoples feelings
i hate making him upset like this
i hate not knowing what i want in this situation
and i hate crying because i dont know what to do with myself

i hear, your boyfriend's jealous. sweating at the neck, and a little bit nervous. theres nothing wrong with having some fun. i bet he's thinking its love on the run.

i really cant believe her. i cant understand how someone can just write a good friend off like that, like they mean nothing to them. whatevs, its just another thing i failed at... being ( Read more... )

wow.