i want to get away from here. these people are driving me crazy. they are annoying and i just dont want to deal with them anymore. im pretty sure he likes her. and i dont want to deal with it. i dont want to see him with her and i cant believe we're still friends. why is it so hard to just let go? why cant i just stop it. and why cant i just stop ( Read more... )

he actually talked to me.
he actually apologized.
i didnt think he even could.
holyyy, crazyy.

i cant believe you lectured me about this. thanks alot, boy. thats fuckin bullshit and you know it. what you did was so much worse, and i still stuck by your side and was supportive. now that its me in almost the same position, you cuss me out and turn your back on me? fuck off. i thought you of all ppl would try and be supportive of this. thanks ( Read more... )

and FINALLY things are starting to shape up in my life.

[ kick off your stillettos and fuck me in the backseat ]

he's back in my life. we had a huggeeee talk last nite. and he started it, not me. which in itself, was great.
at first it was just answering something i msged him about before. and then i asked if he was there just to tell me that or to ( Read more... )

see?
i thought i was fine with it.
but im not.
im fuckin not, okay?
ill admit it.
i cant stannnndddddd knowing your out there with other girls.

no more talking to you.
no more hanging out with you.
no more anything.
its all just a reminder of how i screwed up.

some aspects of life are gooooddddd :)

i cant stand you or you.
you both just need to get out of my life.
and pretty much are out of my life.
and that's quite fine with me.

im excited for this little project with Dee :)
excited for tmrw with jess<3
and then the waiting begins. haha
but i can handle it.
ill prolly be sitting there all day, waiting for an ( Read more... )

Can't you see what you do to me baby?
You make me crazy, you make me act like a maniac.
I'm like a lunatic, you make me sick
You truly are the only one who can do this to me
You just make me get so crazy.
I go skitzo, I get so insane I just go skitzophrenic
One minute I want to slit your throat
The next I want sex.

Cuz the next day we're right back at it
In ( Read more... )

so why is it that...
you make me so depressed?
is it you? or just life in general?
becuase it gets soo bad that i dont even want to get outta bed in the morning.
i cant make myself do anything.
and i sure cant make myself go out.
why are you doing this to me.
why is this happening to me?
it gets so bad that i dont even eat most days.
like it isnt part of my ( Read more... )

i remember when you said,
that you'd stay out on my corner in the pouring rain.

well baby, its raining, and i looked out my window.
but you werent there :(

you left like it didnt even matter to you anymore.
like.. i didnt even matter to you anymore...

what happened?

she will wont be loved.

in broken english she says
i lost everything to one boy who said he was mine
because he said hed hold me forever
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
its over