Nothing positive today, I'm sicker than a dog. Temp of 102°F. I feel like shit, I want to puke jsut to get the feeling over with. No makeup for me tomorrow. Just, staying home.

Wheee, got off school at 10 am today! That was fun, well, cept that I couldn't take the bus until 11, and I had to talk to Shawn, the old obsessive one, while I waited for the bus as he was at the stop when I Got there. Woudln't be nice to send him away or ignore him. I'm glad I'm not his friend anymore. He looks rough, and not in a good way either ( Read more... )

Okay, why do I always start out with okay ( Read more... )

Wow. What a great day ( Read more... )

Okay, so here's my second post ( Read more... )

I am going to write daily now. I am not allowed to complain, (that much) as this is to try to keep me positive. So, here it goes ( Read more... )

Okay, so first off. Things aren't as they once were. Now, I have a reson to be depressed, yet I also have a better reason to grab depression by the throat and cast it from my life. Things aren't going well with Rod at the moment, I'm afraid. He cannot handle my emotionally unstable state anymore, and I cannot say that I blame him. This is not me ( Read more... )

Geeze, I hate working. I was on my knees cleaning up some shoes tonight, and some guy stopped in front of me. I asked if I could help, and he told me I was doing good enough, and that I was where I belonged, on the floor on my knees in front of a man. How fucking rude! Male chauvenist much? Yeah, then the unloader named Talon was rather..odd. He ( Read more... )

Alright. Here we are, now the end of July. Where has all the time gone? Well, I know where two weeks of it went. One week was spent babysitting a friend in Calgary after a night of drinking, then illness due to the drinking. Then, the next was gone because of my own illness. Flu in the middle of July, who woulda guessed?! At least my graval wasn't ( Read more... )

Here I sit again, trying to rid my mind of the thoughts that plauge my mind. They rush in like a wave of depression, ravishing everything in their way. For the last week, I've done nothing but been upset. Everything is hurtful, everything makes me upset ( Read more... )