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well i had my college placement testing this morning. for those that didnt know, im transferring my credits from UMass Lowell to Middlesex CC so that I can at least get my associate's degree ( Read more... )

Why I am writing this down, I do not know. Maybe its just to see my thoughts written out rather than all bundled up inside me. I don't expect anyone to read or reply to this, but i can predict who will ( Read more... )

in my last entry, i said there was something wrong with me. it is hard to describe, but i will do the best i can to explain ( Read more... )

i dont know what is wrong with me. all day, i have had the feeling that i do not belong here. not just here though, but not this reality. as if i was not meant to exist in this generation. its weird i know, but the more i look at my life, the more i feel this way. its like there is something wrong with my life, and that something is me ( Read more... )

where oh where do i begin ( Read more... )

friday night, i had the creepiest dream. i was an architect and i was contracted to build this large temple. the part that really creeped me out is that i was building this place out of human corpses. i was mixing their bodily fluids into cement. i used their bones as support beams. i used their skin as carpeting ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be officially 2 months since I moved into my apartment. In that time, my girlfriend and I have celebrated our 1 year anniversary. it was very sweet. we went to king richard's faire together. we both had a good time, and it was so good to get away from everything. i have also reconciled with my mother. that was an interesting moment, ( Read more... )

i just had a thought, for those of you who would like my contact info, could you also give me your contact info. i pretty much lost everyone's phone numbers and addresses when i moved (not intentionally). i would like to be able to keep in touch with the few people i called friend.

this is jsut to let my friends know that i now have an apartment of my own. if you want my address and phone number, leave your email address at: jgools16@hotmail.com and ill let you know where im living.

---justin