Just Because I Lied, Doesn't Mean I Hate You
Just Because I Lied, Doesn't Mean I Hate You
author: shy_cookie
pairing: MinKey, JongTae & Onew/Dana
genre: romance, drama, angst,
lenght: 1/?
Summary: Minho did something incredibly bad, and now he has to make for it, but Kibum isn't willing to forgive.
Kibum looked down do his feet. He could feel the snow on his skin, but he didn't cared. He just wanted the pain in his heart to stop. He could feel the tears on his face freezing, he could feel his lips becoming purple, and even breathing was becoming hard for him. Kibum knew he shouldn't have left his house like that, making everyone worried. Well, not everyone! "You're an idiot Minho...An idiot." He whispered, forgeting completely about how cold he was. He just couldn't think of any reason for the rapper to be so mean towards him! He didn't do anything! He didn't do anything to hurt Minho, or to make him mad. On the contrary. Kibum did everything to make everyone, especially Minho happy. He always treated him so kindly, but then Minho came home and almost hitting the Diva for some reason. Kibum got so scared he just ran away from the dorm, and didn't cared about anything else. He knew it wasn't the most rational decision in the world, but it was the only one that sounded good to him. He never took such a stupid decision, but it was done. He couldn't help it. He was so hurt. He never saw Minho like that. "It's time to go back..." Kibum sayed and started going back to the dorm. Each step he took was even more painful than the last. Just thinking about goinf back to where Minho was, where he had almost hit Kibum, where he insulted him and called him useless.
Why did that happened to him? He always thought that he and Minho were friends, even thought they weren't close at all. Everyone knew, even the fans the two of them had a rather awkward relationship. They never talked more than 10minutes together, they always seat far away from each other and they never spent a night in the same room. But even like that, Kibum thought they could be called friends! It just seemed Minho wasn't of the same opinion and it also seemed he always hated Kibum, even before debut. "Why me? Have I done something wrong?" Kibum asked himself while he entered the elevator. He didn't looked up. He just continued looking down to his feet and not even bothering to look up. He just felt like something was crushing him. He just felt like something was pushing his head down and no matter how much he tryied, he would never look up. Never again.
Slowly, he opened the door of the dorm, and as soon he placed his right foot inside, he was greated by people he was already expecting. "Hyung..." He looked up and he saw the blond boy with the lead vocal. Both with worried faces. Kibum tryied to force a smile, but he just couldn't. He was feeling his stomach hurt while he did it. "Are you alright Kibum? Do you need something?" Jonghyun asked, worried about his best friend. He could see their precious diva was pale, he didn't had color on his lips, his hair was completely messy and he couldn't stop shivering. Taemin on the other hand, went to the kitchen and grabbed a cup of tea. He could see his dear hyung was freezing completely and needed something to get himself warm before he caught something really serious. Kibum thanked but didn't drank it. He couldn't even swallow his own saliva so he knew the hot liquid wouldn't pass. The other two members continued looking at him with worried faces and then looked to each other. "Is...Jinki-Hyung here?" Kibum asked. He didn't wanted their learder to hear those things, so they all thanked for the fact he got so interested on their Dana-Noona and spent so much time away from the house. "No, he's still with Dana-noona." Taemin answered. Kibum nodded and took a relieved breath. "Don't worry...we won't tll him what happened."
Jonghyun said and placed his hand on Kibum's shoulder, so the younger could calm down a little. "I still can't believe Minho did what he did! What a jackass!" The lead vocal said only to receive a glare from his boyfriend. He didn't understood why he got such a reaction, but then he realized he shouldn't be talking about the rapper. It only made Kibum feel worst. "I'm sorry Kibum, I shouldn't.." Jonghyun started apologizing but the younger one just looked to them and again, tried to force a smile, but nothing. Not even a small smirk came. His face was blank, no expressions at all. "Is he...here?" Kibum asked and he saw the other two saying no with their heads. "He probably got out to get drunk." Jonghyun said and Taemin nodded. "or drunker..." The magnae whispered, but no one listened which he had to admit he was rather happy for it. He knew that if Kibum heard him, he would feel even worst, and Taemin wasn't sure if that was even possible. He wasn't used to see Kibum like that and it broke his heart. So much. He didn't liked to see his hyung with his eyes red from tears. It was one of the worst images in the world.
"I'm...going to bed." Kibum said and started walking towards his bedroom. Taemin tried to stop him, but Jonghyun grabbed his boyfriend's arm and looked at him. "Let him go...he needs to rest." Jonghyun said, but the magnae looked at him, with pleading eyes. He didn't wanted to let the older man alone. "He'll be alright...he's Almighty Key after all." The lead vocal said and Taemin gave him a small smile. Jonghyun was right. Of course he was. Both stood on the living room and waited. They promised themselves they would wait for Minho and would have a serious conversation. What was he thinking? What was he thinking when he shouted, on top of his lungs that he hated Kibum? That he couldn't stand his voice, his presence? That above all things he dispised him and he wanted Kibum to vanish from the face of the earth? What was he thinking? Why did he said such things? Did he wanted to break SHINee apart? Did he wanted to make Kibum depressed for the end of his days? Becuase if he did, he did a wonderful job.