everyone and their mother (yes, i asked them too) thinks that michael and i don't fit, then follow it up by 'but you two look so cute together.' the only person who thinks i shouldn't 'let him go' (doesn't that sound far more pleasant than dump? thought so.) is my mother. and well, most of you know how much i trust her. i don't know, it isn't ( Read more... )

you know, i fell in love with this boy, he told me he wanted me, how much he loved and adored me, and told me that we should let fate take her course, that if we were meant to be it would happen. he didn't tell me that if i said hello to another boy, that boy would give me a rose, and tell me he loved me too.

michael and i are going to officially be 'together' as of wednesday. i'm not sure how i feel about it, i mean, to keep things short, i was contracted into the relationship. hm, if nothing else, i've developed an amazing friendship with alicia (a girl he works with). i guess one of my reservations about being with him is that i already have feelings ( Read more... )

hope laid upon her vanity
age laced in lies
searching for divinity
through mascara lined eyes

Faded color on your lips ( Read more... )

raindrops on the windowsill
wash away forbidden shame
teardrops of memories to conceal
forget Daddy's little game

"tell me you love me", i ask smiling against your skin ( Read more... )

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be the dream...
that's torn away
the shadow...
hidden by the break of day
or the clover...
lost to me
the penny...
who's luck will never be

be why...
i fall apart
the one who...
broke my heart
or the what...
i never tried
the tears when...
i cried

my mind is spinning ( Read more... )