This is probably a bad time to whine about little stuff, but hey, its whats on my mind and what kind of bugs me..and i just want to get it out..i guess..i'll start with something that juss' affects me personally, well physically..i juss' came from a dermatoligist with a whole pack of acne crap, yay!!..i have to take pills now!!..in taking pills, i ( Read more... )

AHAH...always wanted to do that...well any ways..updates on my life..updated by the minute...now im typing..now im still typing..ahaha..i need a life..schools been alright i guess..i mean, i have gotten ten million times lazier then ever(senioritos has got me)..spring is going to kill me, i already dont talk enough, but this dang allergy stuff is ( Read more... )

Hello hello, juss' wanted to update my journal for any one who might read it?..population..zero..ahahah..well my life has changed, which happens to alot of people..but, i juss' wanted,maybe everyone on the planet earth to know that, i love my friends so very much..and though it may be the oddest thing to say on a monday afternoon..i miss them!!yup ( Read more... )

Heeeeeyyyyy..wOw..every journal that i wrote this past year has been a weird one..yup..first im depressed..then happy..then depressed..and some more..then..all of a sudden..im horny!!..what the hell??.well yea..it's been quite some time since i last typed here..but yup..well im a senior now..THE END. . . .ahhaahaha..aNNnnd lately i've been doing my ( Read more... )

Spring break 2003!!...yea yea...only that i haen't gone ou yet or had a break since it started...well...i've been stuck at home, spring cleaning and r-modeling everything, that tok most of the week...one high point of the week so far happened today at track..i know i know its kinda cheesy..but i saw this one hott ass chick...i mean...damn..tahai- ( Read more... )

blind folded from the truth...i seriously am lost in my thoughts...what if this and what if that...sorry but itz confusig me..too many lead ons..i mean..shit i can't get over her..im stll stuck up on her...maybe itz because i still have hope in my heart..and there goes my freakin' heart again..i mean...the last time i updated...i was sort of happy ( Read more... )

Try try try again...and fail..hmmm...letz see...today was alright actually..up until lunch time..i started to see why everone told me not to get back with her...katherine...i started to see what i was trying to make right..ou of a relationship that was not right anymore and would never be "it" ever again...basically, i did't do what everyone had ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey ther'...long time no write...or type...or....read..or.....you get the point..anyways...update updates updates on my life...hmmmm...i've been areound...im single...but i dont think i will mingle juss' yet...because i dunno...wannna know what happened with me and kadrn??..seriously??..i dont know myself..she tells me she loves me but she ( Read more... )

another day..of doubt and thought..drowning in my miserey..im so lost in this world..juss' when i thought that i had found my way through this..it smacks me back down again..i dont know what i am doing wrong..sometimes i wish the enivitable and it comes true..but then..i treat it wrong..either i dont treat it right or i mess things up..it is always ( Read more... )

For the past two days i have been involved into church..when i first heard about it..i was..is'nt it juss' like SOL??..but it wasn't..the many days before yesterday(saturday)..was juss' straight up thinking and putting myself down..like to te poit where i burst out screamin and crying..screaming ot of anger and crying out of the pain and sadness my ( Read more... )