I give up I just can't do it anymore....

WOW I finally get it I see..... what I am now I sorry but I have to go now don't really feel like typeing just wanted to update. I know it not the best but oh well I guess

I know what I am now to people I finally see..... When people need me I am there but as soon as they are done what what happen fuck Nathan who cares about that kid. The last three days have sucked nothing but pain and trying to sleep but can't so fuck it maybe i will get luck and just pass out or something but thats never good at all this is the ( Read more... )

So have to go to the doctors later today so I though maybe I would update before I am not going to be able to :( so yeah the few days have been great, and today so far has been great to. I just got home not to long ago it was kind of hard driving but it was ok just my eyes were hurting a lot I might have to get glasses maybe it will help? I don't ( Read more... )

Crappy Day, don't really want to talk about it so just letting you know it was a crappy day.

So yeah... hmm what to write I really don't know what to write to be honest with you all. My life had not been all that great, I have been in a lot of pain which most people know but most people don't know the whole story on whats going on but a select few and you know who you are. But I figured out more people are worry about what going now I ( Read more... )

Yup another day comes to pass, same shit though pain and dealing with it... Well today was supposed to be different and but it wasn’t, I was supposed to go to the hospital today but I decided not too. I just did not want to go I am sick of going and wasting my time there when I could be doing something else even though I prob wouldn't because I don ( Read more... )

So I found out that I just bring peopel down i guess so i guess I am just going to go seeing how I do that to people :(

I just can't take it any more, I just can't, I would rather go have fun and feel pain then being druged up doing nothing because I can't. I can't do it any more uhh I just don't know FUCK IT.

I can't take it any more.....

I can't believe it I just can't, I am done I can't do it any more I am losing hope....