we went and saw junior for his birthday on saturday. it was nuts in this house for several days before. heh, i had to play referee between my parents from about the 28th to the 1st (hell, even halfway to texarkana on the 2nd) and i was ready to pull my hair out. they were at each other's throats for one thing or another most of the time and ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my birthday... i'm officially old now, lol. i didn't really want to celebrate cause turning 23 is no big deal. my mom got me some awesome clothes and the karaoke machine i've been wanting, lol. too bad no one will ever be around when i use it =) but i love it. rusty and i had a blast with that thing all day. then rusty got me ( Read more... )

yummy yummy... nothin like a salami roll and a bowl of corn while watching the bone collector. i lead such an exciting life. i want to get a job so badly but i can't until august otherwise we can't go on our trip to miami and damnit i wanna go ( Read more... )

dropped rusty off at work an hour ago so now i'm gonna be by myself allll night and i'm gonna be soooo bored. so i figured i'd finally update again so here goes ( Read more... )

i was outside yesterday cleaning the pool for half an hour so we can finally get it filled all the way up and start swimming. so naturally i ended up very sweaty and took a bath, which i was gonna do anyway cause i needed to wash my hair. for some reason it's been extra dry lately and it's been irritating me. afterwards i had my mom comb it out ( Read more... )

i'm so proud of rusty. he applied at direct staffing a couple weeks ago to be a contractor at goodyear and he got the job =) he works 12 hours shifts (3 days, 1 day off, 3 nights, 3 days off, 4 days, a week off, 4 nights, 3 days off, and then the cycle repeats). after about 6 months if he's not late, doesn't have a bunch of absences, and doesn't ( Read more... )

In the last 24 hours have you...
01. Cried: yeah... any time i think about my oma i start to cry =(
02. Bought something? mmm no cause i'm broke, lol. if i need anything rusty buys it for me (he's so sweet!)
03. Gotten sick: just the usual nausea
04. Sang: of course
05. Eaten: only some sour cream & cheddar chips... gonna go eat with my baby at ( Read more... )

I haven't been around the past few days cause it's been a very hard week for my family ( Read more... )

so things have been slowly wearing me down lately. not anything with rusty, we're doing great =) it's just things with my oma and lil brother ( Read more... )

so yeah... things with rusty are okay again.  we went through a lot of drama on monday and completely talked about everything that's ever bothered us.  i know my last post was incredibly dramatic but i was so upset and fed up that i just vented & posted without bothering to go over it later (it is after all a journal and that's what you're sposed ( Read more... )