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The first time I met her...my mom had picked me up from middleschool and was telling me that a cat had wandered into a kindergarten class (Mrs. Taylor, a favorite teacher of mine). My sister was in a nearby class and my mom decided to take her in. We had lost a cat earlier, Raz, when he went chasing after a mouse on the road. (We were watching ( Read more... ) -
I don't think she's coming back.
And part of me...hopes she doesn't. Hopes this won't be dragged on.
I...dont' want to be there when/if she...
...Haaaaaa.
My cat...has been sick for a while. I wanted to take her to the vet...but my mom said we didn't have the funds and, because she'd been an indoor cat for the past several years, her shots hadn't been updated.
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So. I'm vulnerable.
But I don't have to take it anymore. If having such a relationship means I cry more...than it's obviously not the right thing for me. At least right not now. And that hurts. But that's okay. A person can only go forward, after all. I'm not one to stumble on nothing. I'll just retrace my steps and try a different path. This blockade of clingyness is ( Read more... ) -
A ray of light through the depression.
Yosh. It's happening. >D I'm finally gonna get some freedom back. I've got an interview tomorrow. It's not my degree-specific type of job...but it's a job I think I'll be good at ( Read more... ) -
TTOTM RANT.
Haaa...The last couple of "times of the month" have been kinda emotional. I'd like to think that these emotions have some validity...just less shielding from people. I can't hide resentments, depression or sadness during these times ( Read more... ) -
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I'm laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame. I'm probably friendship destructive. I'm an idiot. I just...really wanted to be understood.
*lays head on desk* I can't even be properly mad at people. I just hover around hoping to hear a kind word or forgiveness.
Why couldn't I just take the apology?? Because, I felt she was just doing it...to make me happy. I ( Read more... ) -
*depressed*
So, recently a person said they didn't like a certain something. We used to share this like. And, apparently she's disliked it longer than she'd been leading me to believe she still liked it.
I feel a little foolish. I mean, I kind of saw signs here and there.
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Random Philosophy: Love and Hate
I often have philosophical thoughts on random things at even more random times. I've decided to post them here for posterity. That's kind of funny, those two words ( Read more... )