*sigh* Just.... *sigh*
First off I'd like to say I am a bad LJ user because I never come on here and I could be venting all of my frustrations here... Life is great, good, and everything in between. Work, boyfriend, and all that normal stuff. But I kind of wanted to vent about this current situation in 2PM fandom. Hottests. Grow the fuck up. Stop acting like you know what's going on behind the scenes at JYPE. As a fellow Hottest all I feel is embarrassed by your immature and crazy actions. Burning merchandise and spreading horrible rumors of abuse between members is you serious? Where were these fan accounts of abuse when Jay initially left? Why would you want him back with 2PM when he was being abused? Chill. JYP is calling the police on you crazies do you still not get it? And on the other side there's the whiny, desperate Hottests. If I go on twitter one more time and I see some depressing tweet about fighting for Jay I quit. I just feel like I'm witnessing a horrible and immature break up. One side is tearing down the other 2PM boys spreading rumors and shit and the other is being all desperate and needy begging Jay to come back. Why are you starting an Art of Movement fanclub? Leave Jay the fuck alone! Let him live a normal life dance, be with his friends, and bang Rosalita's (inside joke haha). Stop spamming Art of Movement's Facebook page with your needy fangirl comments. A reality check is so desperately needed.
I was already sort of falling out of love with Kpop and this definitely isn't helping. When I first found out about Kpop I couldn't get into it because of the fans. Now I have met some of the most amazing people because I love Kpop. Look at my t-list full of cool ass fangirls/boys. Hell if I wasn't a fan of Kpop my boyfriend and I would have never met. But Kpop fans are some of the most selfish, irrational, annoying, disrespectful, and immature people I have ever encountered. Before I was a fan I would witness all of the fighting between fanclubs and all the claims of idol group superiority and I would just wonder what is wrong with these people? I find it hilariously ironic that the first group I really got into was 2PM because I thought the fans were the most mature amongst Kpop fandoms.
I'm not going to act like I'm so perfect and don't get deep into my fandom. The other day I watched Big Show 2009 with my boyfriend and he started comparing Big Bang to 2PM saying how they're much more talented and asking if it was nice watching a group that wasn't tearing each other apart(he's a HUGE Taeyang fanboy by the way like I am pretty sure he'd leave me for Taeyang given the chance...). So I got really upset to the point where I stopped talking to him. But I took a second and thought about how I was acting exactly like those fangirls that annoy me so much. It is not that deep. There is life beyond your fandom sweethearts. He's gone. It's sad but life goes on. I will miss Jay. I did deep in my heart think he was coming back and it was sad that he's gone forever. But I also got tired of waiting. I just wanted to know for sure whether he was coming back or not so when the official news broke I was relieved. But as cliche as it sounds all good things come to an end. 2PM is not the first group by far to have lost a member and definitely not the last. /ends rant
I was already sort of falling out of love with Kpop and this definitely isn't helping. When I first found out about Kpop I couldn't get into it because of the fans. Now I have met some of the most amazing people because I love Kpop. Look at my t-list full of cool ass fangirls/boys. Hell if I wasn't a fan of Kpop my boyfriend and I would have never met. But Kpop fans are some of the most selfish, irrational, annoying, disrespectful, and immature people I have ever encountered. Before I was a fan I would witness all of the fighting between fanclubs and all the claims of idol group superiority and I would just wonder what is wrong with these people? I find it hilariously ironic that the first group I really got into was 2PM because I thought the fans were the most mature amongst Kpop fandoms.
I'm not going to act like I'm so perfect and don't get deep into my fandom. The other day I watched Big Show 2009 with my boyfriend and he started comparing Big Bang to 2PM saying how they're much more talented and asking if it was nice watching a group that wasn't tearing each other apart(he's a HUGE Taeyang fanboy by the way like I am pretty sure he'd leave me for Taeyang given the chance...). So I got really upset to the point where I stopped talking to him. But I took a second and thought about how I was acting exactly like those fangirls that annoy me so much. It is not that deep. There is life beyond your fandom sweethearts. He's gone. It's sad but life goes on. I will miss Jay. I did deep in my heart think he was coming back and it was sad that he's gone forever. But I also got tired of waiting. I just wanted to know for sure whether he was coming back or not so when the official news broke I was relieved. But as cliche as it sounds all good things come to an end. 2PM is not the first group by far to have lost a member and definitely not the last. /ends rant