"We Don't Talk Much Anymore"
Hello. How is everyone? I hope you are well.
Last night we had a birthday party for Bryan. I hope he had fun...I mean there were three girl pirates who spanked him with a boat paddle, handcuffs, "old people in a can," donuts, CAKE, and lots of Twix. Plus an awesome card made by the F.B. Princesses!
Don't wait around, thinking, hoping something is there when it really may not be. I am a person that tends to do this, and I'm sick of it. It's happened more than once, and it feels like it's happening again. What do I do to make them want to stop talking to me, or get them to say they like me and then they slowly drift away?! What's wrong with me? I'll start to really like someone one, and they say they like me as well...but as soon as they go off somewhere I'm forgotten. The phone call they said they'd make...it never comes. The "I'm going to miss you" line just seems less believable. I wish that when I liked someone, they'd like me just as much (or if they do...they'd do a better job at shwoing it).
Maybe I'm over thinking this though...I mean I just worry about getting treated badly, because of past relations. I know they're off on vacationing, having a grand time...but they could call me at some point of the day, right? Is that too much to ask...just a phone call to let me know how they are, or to let me know they haven't forgotten about me. I just hope I'm wrong, and hopefully I'll be able to talk to this person for more than 5min. at a time.