"What Do You Do ( Read more... )

First of all ( Read more... )

Eve 6 ( Read more... )

God if you're listening to this, to me, WHY damn it???!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY in the hell did you put me on this miserable planet?!?!?!? I just don't get it. I don't get me, or my life, or why I am sitting here feeling like my heart has just went "poof", and vaporized. *bitter laughter* Oh NOW the artistic words ( Read more... )

Well it's now tuesday, joyous me ( Read more... )

I realized a lil bit ago some of the problem with me and my depression. It has a lot to do with the loss of my grandma. I guess when she died I realized that a lot of my depression was linked to wanting to make her proud. She did so much for me and it was like could never do enough in return...never ( Read more... )

Gah I wish I could get a better job, but I don't feel like working in fast food. I want a writing job, but to get one of those I'd have to actually finish a book, or get a college degree. My hopes for college are slim. I don't even know if I want to go anymore. Everyone keeps asking me that ( Read more... )

I don't understand. *sighs ( Read more... )