Because of my parents insensitivity last night i got so upset that i threw up and i cried myself to sleep. thanks alot.

i cant wait for college so i can get out of my house for a little while. i need the break.

had SATs again this morning and i probably failed again.

im upset. im upset over alot of things. nothing new. thanks everybody.

got college stuff to do this weekend so no fun for me i cant allow it.

i hate my secrets and i hate being different.

got up this morning and went to the black belt test. i was very cold. as i am now. i dont know if i want to go see the movie tonight. i am still upset and it might make me feel better but i dont know if i want to stay out late or feel out of place. also i dont know if megan will be ok with it cause she wanted to see that movie. i guess i'll decide ( Read more... )

three cheers for free food at mcdonalds.

i helped old people today and it was good.

my sister is actually doing something cool. shes listening to the polyphonic spree. go her.

Drive thru blows.

getting sick of emo and want a better genre of music to develpoe. emo is ok but its getting old. i know im being redundant.

fuck you i love being introverted.

i have no money. donations are welcomed.

school is good ( Read more... )

yesterday i was with megan all day and i was actually happy. we rented a couple movies and just layed around. we watched saved! with sara and it was a good movie. then we went to rudy tuesdays where i treated them to dinner. came home and watched reservoir dogs and i hung out for a little longer then went home. she got me clerks the 10 year ( Read more... )

gotta leave in 5 minutes to pick up the dill and go to SATs. i think i feel a stomach comming on so this isnt good.

i really dont like it when certain friends of mine insist they are my friends but then almost never include me when they go out or do other things. it really bothers me and makes me depressed. its because of them that i fear being outgoing. fuck u if you dont want to be my friend just fucking say it and dont mislead me ( Read more... )