Up and down

[siande]

Bleh, today has been a silly day. I slept badly tonight, more like a restless slumber. Got up early to be at work 7:00. Since then I've gone up and down all day. From sickly cheerful to suddenly crying. And I have no idea why. Like, I haven't done anything unusual today, except not playing (Larp monster got a serious whack in the face -> swollen

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What about...

[diderik]

...all the inbetweens?

It's all rather like trying desperately not to think about pink elephants, when told not to think about them. But feel free if you ever want to toss thoughts at me, and see what comes back.

Re: What about...

[siande]

What if it doesn't suit my perfect world to be an inbetween? What if I want to sit on a chair?

*hugs* maybe I will toss thoughts at you over a dinner *considers*

Re: What about...

[diderik]

Nothing and no one is perfect. And once on the chair, what will you do?

I am very much up for dinner. You're also most welcome to Filter on Wednesdays, as always. I'll do my best to toss thoughts back at you.

*hugs*

Re: What about...

[siande]

Have as much fun as the people on the chair seems to have? Feel at home, be a part of the group?

I'll throw you an SMS with dinner invitation as soon as I find my calendar again, I think I've forgot it at work.

Bah

[liggphys]

Having many interests is just never a bad thing. Yes, it means that each 'group' of yours won't understand the others. I certainly don't expect my volleyball group to understand my DnD group. I think the key is to have a few friends that are group-independent. And I'm sure you have at least a FEW of those. You've always struck me as quite popular.

--Tim

Re: Bah

[siande]

But I don't understand any of them. Or, better to say that I don't feel at home in any of them. And I can't think of more than one person not being either orchestra or larper *points up at the previous comment*

Ah, well, life is life. *enhances the illusion of everything being okay* maybe everything is okay and I'm just silly, right? *hugs*

Re: Bah

[veronicasaether]

The answer to your question is yes. You are indeed being silly, and I know, because I am the Queen of Being Silly. The thing is, being silly isn't necessarily a "just." It can be a big deal. You're not "just being silly," you're "being silly," and there is a difference. So work through your silliness, and until you do, enjoy the days when it's distant.

Re: Bah

[siande]

Okay, I'm silly. Now and then at least. But how to avoid that?

Re: What is if things just take time?

[siande]

*eyes mental calendar* Um, I suspect we will get quite some time to idle away as SIS on Østfronten 1943. I expect you to tell me that I have no reason to feel so miserable, and generally be as nice as you always are *hugs*. I'll take with me ample amounts of chocolate to share (I don't know how difficult the "hot" part of hot chocolate will be, so no promises there)

[ole_i]

Us gamers doesn't have a problem that you commit . . . we just have a problem that WE don't get any Trude!

Half-jokes aside, when we groan and moan about you not having time for us because of the orchestra, you should take it as a compliment - it is not like we don't have anyone else to hang with, but we want YOU! In my case, part of the problem is that I also have to pass up on a lot of things, because of work. So it becomes double. This doesn't only apply to you, but to many of my busier friends; when I have time for them, they don't have time for me and vica versa.

Either way, a lot of clever things have been said here - and I think I can speak for Ida as well when I say that our door is always open if you need us . :)

[furuemo]

Beware. Old-man rant coming

[siande]

*hugs* *takes notes* I'm not sure I agree at all points, but mostly... thanks