All my words come back to me in shades of mediocrity.

[siberian_kiss]

It’s amazing just how much a person can change in so little time. I don’t feel like I’m the same person I was a month ago. At all. It’s weird. I just spent a week in California and an entire month in England. I felt so at home in London. I don’t know exactly how to describe it, but it just felt like I NEEDED to be there. I’ve been home for

Comments

[jmpetty]

i really have been surprised with you. you have grown up. you've been so different these past few months than the melissa i knew 2-3 years back. finally less dependent on others. thats good. thats great! you can lead your own life and not get stuck with someone else's.

and i never said anything but i dont think i had ever heard you talk about babies and kids before (except for your expression "no babies.").... and you mentioned kids or how you want your kids quite a bit while you were over here. it was a strange thing coming from you i thought.

getting older can suck. you only have so many eggs... use them wisely. but use them before they go bye bye.

[siberian_kiss]

I've always wanted kids... just not too early and/or unexpected. I've always known I wanted to wait a year or two after I was out of school... and that time is approaching. Although I lack the husband figure to make it happen. And the money to make a family anywhere near feasible.

I just always assumed I'd be in a different place now than I actually am.

[jmpetty]

i miss this bloggy blog.

[jmpetty]

i miss knowing what you think about.

[siberian_kiss]

I haven't really thought about much other than running and training. I suppose I can try to incorporate a bit more feelings into my new blog though :)