i've always said i had a line. a line that was pretty difficult to cross, but it's always there and always will be. i'll take shit and take shit and put up with shit and then one day it's enough. and until the line is reached, i can't move on. but after that moving on is easy. i knew that night we went to nick's it was going to be over. i knew ( Read more... )

The man who thinks he can do without the world is indeed mistaken; but the man who thinks the world cannot do without him is mistaken even worse.

-Francois, duc de La Rochefoucauld, writer (1613-1680)

last weekend was awesome. partied with linda and other friends both friday and saturday and it was really good times. haven't had a weekend like that in a loooong time! and hopefully it won't happen again too soon because i really don't think my body can take it ( Read more... )

holy awesome ride by rossi! came from 11th on the grid to kick casey stoner's ass! the doctor is back!

swrc race got cancelled. stupid low pressure system that won't leave!!!!!!! :(

the guys that write schumi's sekret diary and now alonso's letters to pedro at planet f1 are freakin hilarious.

i washed and waxed my car today, so of course it rained. 10% chance, but here it is thundering and lightening. i think someone or something out there is seriously trying to break my spirit.

so ready to get out of this place...

"Do you ever wonder how somebody could even like you? The biggest problem in our marriage is that she wants me around. And I can't even accept that? I don't think I can accept pure love ( Read more... )

every time i think about it, i break down again. i knew last night when we went to talk this was going to be the result. he said no decisions had been made, but based on the way he acted immediately showed that was a complete lie. and when i said i didn't want this to be an "end all" conversation he said ok. but i knew in my gut the scenario ( Read more... )

so here i am again. same old shit, same old feelings. and i feel so lame to be writing on this stupid journal again, but it seems to be the only place where i can collect my thoughts. i just don't feel like talking to anyone. everyone just tells me the same things over and over again. it'll all be ok in the end, it's for the best, he's not ( Read more... )