...so don't let the world bring you down... not everyone here is that fucked up and cold..
The song itself brings tears to my eyes because I guess it strikes a sort of emotional feeling... I guess then again I am pms'ing.. But stilll..
I'd like to close my eyes and go numb
But there's a cold wind coming from
The top of the highest high rise today
Its not a breeze cuz it blows hard
Yes and it wants me to discard the
The humanity I know, watched the warmth blow away
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
So do you think I should adhere
To that pressing new frontier
And leave in my wake, a trail of fear
Should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench and spokes by
I'm leaving the air behind me clear
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
Before you grow old
It's called The Warmth By Incubus....
Ok well.. today was ok.. I love the weather it's so nice.. I cant wait to go shopping and buy tons of cute sweaters and new boots, and a few new jackets.. I saw one I wanted relaly really bad! It had fur on the seam of the hood.. and I guess it's an 'Eskimo' Blazer.. I don't think so.. I just can't wait.. Heidi Do you still have my black mid length leather jacket thing? I need some new shoes... and hmm. LOL.. OH I could go on alll day!
Things are ok.. going ok.. I get to go visit my family.. I am leaving on Wednesday the 23rd and coming back on the 26th.. I can't miss skate America.. I could go to washington it's not that far.. Heidi?? LOL.. But well.. Like I said i'm on my period so I can't sleep.. Ihave homework and all, but I will just enjoy the time and be cool. I didn't take a nap today becasue I had to clean out the Gweny Pig's cage.. which took forever! Then I rearranged my room.. and just cleaned.. cleaned.. cleaned.. 'gloomy' weather motivates me, and for some odd reason when I am on my P, I get really motivated and energized to do things.
I ate wayy to much today.. So I needa go either jogging for a mile or so, have intense aerobics or play 2 hours of tennis.. whichever. I have practice tomarrow, and I interviewd for this job.. so I don't know...I dropped a class.. SO Now..
this takes effect starting Monday the 14th:
Mondays:
10:00 Jogging
11:30-1:20-Biology
2:00-3:20-Chemstry
Nap 3:30-5:00 If I'm lucky Or this is what I call *me time*
Usualy No practice on monday.. if my coach leaves a message that means 5-7 practice
Tuesdays:
7:00-9:45 Aerobics/ballet/stroking
10:00-12:00- WV Dance
*25 minute lunch break*
12:25-1:00-Routine
3:15-4:25-Anatomy
7:15-9:45- WV Dance w/Music
Wednesdays-
7:00-8:00-Jogging
9:00-11:15-Medicine Course
11:30-1:20-Biology
2:00-3:20-Chemestry
4:00-5:00-ballet
Thursday:
5:45-12:00-Aerobics/Dance/lifts/stroking/ballet/w and w/o Music
On the 31st Coustume Fitting for Exhibtion WV Skate. Conditioning...
3:15-4:25-Anatomy
Fridays:
8:00-? (whenever i feel before 9)-Aerobics (Sometimes I slack)
9:00-11:00 (only on fridays to 11)-Medicine class
11:30-1:20-Biology
2:00-3:20-chemestry
4:00-5:00-Ballet
Ok that was the new schedule thats really for me.. but hey if you want to see there you go. Sometimes I slack and don't jog or areobics, and alot of times i run late.. so oh well.. thats all new.. and I've decided with the job I interviewed for which is like at a department store here.. That I could only work night shifts... so I would'nt work for long, i don't know if it will work. but i moved the schedule around so It would. I may have to drop another class... *sigh* Probably.. too early Don't know.. I feel like the waking dead.. I've been up since 7 this morning.. I'm pretty tired now, But I'm gonna take one or two quizes..
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*falls backward out of chair*
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hehe one more.. I gotta go iron my skirt for tomarrow now that I thikn about it also..
befoire I take this one
I'll probbaly get some sappy msuhy emo song.. I know it.. Either that or happy.. but right now i'm kinda sad..
which song describes you the best?
I was somewhat right.. the songs were popular pop music and I don't listen to that. soo..
I'm not afraid of losing my 'innocent' image? Because it isn't innocent, I am what I am and people see that.. they see that I am independant, and what I want, I strive to get it and I'll do anything to get and work for what i want.. Ok today's lesson is over. Hopefully I'll be around tomarrow and update some more!
Well. Byebye and thanks for listeining and reading these ramblings of a girl trying to find herself! LOL
Bonne Nuit! OHH SNOODLES!