6 o'clock already, I was just in the middle of a dream...

[sichanceux]

hello kiddies, well its 6:20, and I still haven't gone to bed yet. got off of work at about 3:30 and then went out with Justin and just got back. missed him, glad he can visit for a few days. still a little uneasy about the whole marriage thing, but, he will eventually understand. I tell him flat out, it won't happen, but he is determined and I

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being vague

[anonymous]

Well putting things into words can be difficult. If your friend has really discarded you, doesn't that mean they were never really your friend? The friendship that could cease never really existed. Just ask the bastard what he thinks if you haven't already. You damn kids are so stubborn. VERY BAD THINGS ROCKS your friend that doesnt' like it needs help.

-Someone with a lot of time on his hands.

Re: being vague

[sichanceux]

well thanks for your input. but he doesn't even know there is something wrong. I mean, I don't want to bring up something that will just escalate into drama. and he was my friend... we just drifted and both got new crowds. we still talk, but not about anything important. I would love to have the types of convos we used to, but it just never comes up, we never have time, or we just have nothing to say to each other. hes a stranger to me now. he has changed. maybe thats what is bothering me about it.

and I agree, she does need help. btw.. who is this?

Re: being vague

[anonymous]

Well if he doesn't know that something's wrong you should attempt to talk about it. I can understand not wanting to create the spark that winds up in a heated conversation. If he is your friend he might get a little flustered but you should stil be able to have a intelligent conversation and fix whatever problems there are or decide wether your should dissolve whatever contact you have with the bastard. You said you could forgive him in an instant, that you didn't know why you could, but you obviously care about the guy. I need to get back to work.

Oh yeah, I'd tell you who I am but then this wouldn't be as fun.

Re: being vague

[sichanceux]

I do care about him, but I don't want to start shit. when I think more about it, it doesn't seem like it is worth bringing up. maybe I will just let it go and see what happens. and your right, it wouldn't be as fun