...and now im really alone.
i can't evem bring myself to update.

my grandmother was diangosed with cervical cancer today - they are going to do a hysterectomy and lymph node biopsy to stage it.
what a week....

i was alone. i was all by myself.  no one was looking.  i was thinking of you.  and did i mention, i was all by myself.  all by myself.  i went to your house.  no one was there. i went to your room and i was all by myself.   all by myself.

maybe someone can tell me what i'm supposed to do now. now that i'm even worse off than i was last year at ( Read more... )

i just want to know what i did, what made me such a terrible person in the past that god has to take away the one thing that actually brings joy to my life. someone to actually come home to. whatever i did im sorry im soo sorry.

i hate my life.

so my reason for staying here may be leaving because stupid places that he applies to haven't called him back!!! please call, i cant be alone again.

sigh. its going to be a long internal med rotation.
stupid jones for not teaching us livedo reticularis so when i couldnt recognize it i have to write a 15 minute presentation on it!!
better get cracking...

Only one more left and it's skills
and my head is pounding and kills
though it's almost vacation
i can't find motivation
i'm ready to run for the hills!....krista

LOL. Finals away messages are the best - shoulda started this list on monday, there were some classic ones, but even with finals winding down in 2 days, the quality still comes out...

"There once was a girl from DeSales,
who everytime we had a test ate her nails.
When it came time for the last test,
She couldn't take it & made a mess....
And  now all ( Read more... )

been a while, but this is gonna be a short update none the less ( Read more... )

hell week is about 99% over ( Read more... )