i needed a mother, thats what they thought.
i didn't think it would hurt so much but it does.
i hate complaining on lj. fook me.
<3
the green apple seed

went to penn state last weekend. awesome school, all they do is drink. sounds like the college for me <3 ( Read more... )

i feel so out of place lately. i feel like shutting myself up in my house and not trying to be a part of anything.

i talked to billy until 3 a.m. last night. it was... wonderful, i suppose, and depressing at the same time. why do we bother? it never ever works, ever.

i think i should try to fall in love with someone.

i've realized that things are pretty good, i'm pretty content with this mid-summer nights theme. it's beautiful, the summer and how i can do whatever i please and sleep until two. who could ask for more? i feel like i haven't seen my friends in weeks (with the exception of liz because shes practically family). i miss them all very much ( Read more... )

had a pretty good weekend. stayed up all night on saturday..twas a crazy saturday night. we swam and a fish nibbled my calf. so i jumped out of the water onto a dock and fucked up my hand ( Read more... )

coolness: mom might not go back to the house this weekend because she's in va. so im thinking i could tell my dad shes there and then go to the house and have it to myself this weekend, awesomeee. although i'd get lonely so i'd need many people there. <3 this weekend better be rockin' awesome fuckers.

-jg

dans mo looked cool. what can't stay, goes away.
totally bored.
hope i hooke it up tonight, maybe i should get drunk drunk drunk. that would suit me just fine.
kellie. i love you and miss you.
heres to today.

heres to summer. fun night last night. i love it all, really i do. <3 ( Read more... )

p.s it's been really rainy in the morning and nice in the afternoon. thats the best of weather. i feel like im in victoria, canada. mmmm rain.

im posting! its been something like a month, but im still here. steve brown is fucking calling my name over and over, little fuck ( Read more... )