Here we go again. You two just can't seem to get together lately without the conversation turning serious. Look at it this way: If you didn't need to clear the air, the subject wouldn't keep coming up. Don't give up.

"i give up"
p.s. for now anyways...

your perfect kiss; made me ease; with bliss; but you're just a tease; and now; all i know; is this;emptyness; i cant; just; let go; you left me; so quick; this just cant be; i feel so sick; reiterate; all my hate; you pushed me; way to far; your memories; just another scar; scrapes through; my head; you say; i lied; i never even tried; now; ( Read more... )

im bored... i ran outta REDBULL.. :( what do i do!!?!?!?! this week seems like it could be amussing, i hope the weather stays nice up here, damn im bored. routine freaks me out!! ahh!! something anything, i need to do something!! ok.. ::breath:: im gonna go rake some more leave, fucking LEAVES! COME VISIT MEEEEEEEEE!!!! peease!?!?! "BIG ( Read more... )

i feel pretty

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You May Be a Bit Antisocial ...


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im happy now.. holman's gonna come visit and use me for his portfolio.. hes painting me in BLOOD!!! YAY!! im so excited! working my ass off.. i need some play time !

im leaving philly again, for a few months. leaving monday the 18th and thats pretty much it, im gonna miss you fuckers!!! but i'll surely come to visit as soon as i get it together,lol, it may be a while ( Read more... )

gay party, never again!

Still feeling invigorated and excited about last night? You bet you are. When was the last time you had that much fun without knowing you'd get into trouble with your homeroom teacher -- or worse ( Read more... )

something lost outside. im feeling. these cravings i hide. physical healing. have myself a drink. this is just the first stage. have another drink. suicidal rampage. dont know what to think. im running out. on empty. all my doubt. scrapes though me. wondering why it hurts so bad. missing. what we never had. reminiscing. have a shot of whiskey. a ( Read more... )