Soul Atrophy

[sickinside]

I spend all day wishing I was tired enough to go to sleep, often even attempting it in a desperate attempt to escape all of what’s not happening. But at night I spend my time avoiding sleep. Unconsciousness seems too empty to bother pursuing. So instead I just spend my time wasting time, on the internet or in front of the TV; practices I had

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[anonymous]

I know how you feel.
But I've found that sometimes we don't need a particular thing to say...we just need to say something.

[sickinside]

You can say as much as you want, but words don't change anything. Actions speak.

[cleanlikegod]

If there was a place worth going, I’d go there. If there was something worth doing, I’d do it. If there was a person worth my time, I’d sit in the corner, not knowing what to say, and I’d watch her talk to other people, and I’d write stupid things in a notebook about how alone I am. And then I’d go home and sit at my computer and wish I had something to say to her, or to anybody.

This is very good.
Write professionally, damn you!!!