Change for the Worse

[sicklarry]

Recently, I have noticed a change in myself... I don't feel in control anymore, I don't feel happy like I used to. Before, I could look at the world through child's eyes... and see everything as joy and wonder, and nothing could make me think that there was ever any dispare in the world. I saw fun in everything... laughter and good times were

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[isis2717]

I'm sorry. Welcome to my world hah. Ya um.. you know, it could have something to do with your recent move to Seattle. Seattle has the highest suicide rate of any city in the US due to the lack of sun in the area. You may just need to get used to the area. On the otherhand, you may have just reached a point in life when your perspective changes irreversibly.. if so, I'm sorry. It happens. :\

[imissucupcake]

Im so sorry Nick, it kinda seems like starting new stufff and getting adjusted is starting to effect you, although i must say i can't imagine you not acting like a kid, I really hope that it works out, i wish i could give better advice, but i guess just give yourself time, and im sure youll find stuff to laugh at.

[limeelf7891]

i hope you can too, but if you can't that's okay too.

[lovrmadetosuffr]

Hey, I'm sorry you life is going down that path. But, you knew that your life would change, you just didn't know how. You want to know what happened to those eyes? They opened. They opened to the world that we went through everyday: naive and dumb, but we went through it together. It's easy to watch life go by, but it takes a real man to live that life. And you know what? That is exactly what you are doing. You're living, not watching it from the outside, but from the inside. And no, it's not going to be easy and fun all the time. We used to have so much fun together, goofing off like there wasn't a care in the world. But the truth of the matter is, there is a lot of things wrong with this world. But if you weren't there by my side, I would've been in the state you are. Joyless, depressed, lost. I look up to you, more than you know. You think you feel bad? You seem like you are loving life out there. I feel lost in life, love, happiness, and friendship. And you know what else, it could get worse, it could get better. I don't know, you

Hi Nick!

[kelsie_gayle]

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