I balled my eyes out till I couldn't anymore ( Read more... )

Brother is leaving today to move to Jersey for his girlfriend and a better job and just better life in general. I'm glad he's going cause he needs to get out of this place and things will be a lot better for him there.

I'm just gonna miss him a whole lot.

Ya know....besides the fact that his timing is always absolutely 100% horrible and everything in my life is just a mess right now........ I'm over it(him).

How bout that.

(Sorry Gretch, this is your warning of emotional suckiness, so BEWARE ( Read more... )

You are Betty Grable
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"Who Makes You Feel ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't go to the auditions. I'm not really sure how I feel about it. I'm kind of dissapointed in myself for not going, but I know I wasn't prepared for it, so I know it is better that I didn't go.

I really need to act again, though. I'm just too sick and having too many problems right now to deal with it.

Still feel sick to my stomach and feel really exhausted all the time. I'm gonna give it a little longer till I worry that something is wrong with me, cause usually it's just stress and there isn't really anything to be done about it ( Read more... )

Everything just keeps getting worse. Found out today that I have about $3,000 dollars worth of dental crap that needs to be done, since I have not been able to afford a doctor in so long, my mouth is just all kinds of fucked up. I have no money....even less than usual, and I have no insurance or any real way of paying for this shit ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor's yesterday, and I'm fine. I just pulled something or it's like a cartilige tear or something. I just have to take advil, like I've been doing anyway.

Thanks to everyone that worried about me :)

I know I'm never around, and it really sucks for me too, so I'm gonna really try to get out more. I miss you guys too!