Confused

[sickwing]

Can you hear me? I don't have any close friends. I can't handle relationships. I am single and alone. I don't have anything to do tonight, I went out came home and sat in front of the computer to do my damned tax. Sad...Not to mention Alanis Morrisette has become my best friend. Oughtta know, simply together, that I would be good, they're suddenly

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[dr0ps_0f_s0rr0w]

Life has a way of totally sucing and I can understand how you feel. My friends, while I do have them. seem to blow me off till I'm conviniant enough for them.

[themysticwitch]

-gigantic hug-

[pigenergy]

you know, i've been feeling like that too, when i got home got to live home, for the past 8 months....a mid-life type of crisis, not to mention dem days each one is the same as the rest....but i break free by moving to a bigger city, where i spent my preceding years of uni study and it helps....

Caught between the running train and car

[sickwing]

Well, just so you know my situation, I am not in some ultimate need of anything, from face value you could say I have quite a lot of things. Unless ofcourse there is something missing which you'd like to point out? Even then, I didn't think we needed to be perfect to be worthy, yet here I am living in near utopia and struggling more than ever before.

a) I already have 2 degrees
b) Any further into the heart of the city its going to get a stroke
c) I've already explored every niche I could think of. I live down the street from a gay bar.

My ex was also a lawyer to be...

So what the heck am I missing...it deeply confuses me today why I still don't feel good enough, can't seem to find love enough....

Modern society, wow.

Re: Caught between the running train and car

[pigenergy]

nice....maybe some meditation...you look into it, as well as breathing techniques...
the modern paradigm is chase the happiness, but it isnt what ing and yang is about....the harmonious way is about embracing both, so growing stronger from there...
cheers friend

Re: Caught between the running train and car

[sickwing]

Yeah, sounds good I've been making some music lately and that's been keeping me going, but thank you for the advice.

I don't mean to sound really up there or anything but I've been running the loop in my head over and over again and I can't seem to suss out what could possibly be wrong with most things in my life.

Hope ur going good :)