It has finally dawned upon me.

Nov 28, 2008 20:21

I will never be as likeable as my ex. I will never be half of her ( Read more... )

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pigenergy November 28 2008, 17:36:05 UTC
why do you seek approval so much) try to get to know yourself better, so that you at least have no doubt about what you are and where you're heading) you know, it doesnt take an ego or self-esteem to accomplish that) loose your ego to develop a new and better one, you know. build some independence) if you sister is comical, then maybe you balance her out by being a bit more serious and sensitive person) why not? why yes?

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sickwing December 2 2008, 08:48:25 UTC
Mmmm yes I agree I do balance it out with my sister with being the more serious one. And you're right. I need to know who I am , but I am growing impatient by the day. Hopefully beginning of next year will be better. But still, people shouldn't have to try this hard!

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pigenergy December 3 2008, 12:41:29 UTC
i think that might be the reason - you're trying this hard. believe me, universe holds accountable those who try to hard. its ok to try, but trying to hard is not an option. the new year means something, but your life begins today, find harmony in yourself, maybe meditate...it can be rejuvinating and if you indulge you'll see you can meditate and do anything at the same time, then maybe you'll see that indeed you've been meditating all your life, its just some was distracting you....and then you'll drop meditation and move on to more ingenious exploration, but every step of the evolution is necessary, tho if you can or want to skip go ahead, i'm just saying it helped me at some point, some there some food for not thought but some fuel for feeling your way thru life....
sincerely
andriy

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