(Untitled)

[sickwing]

Somebody let me out of my little cage. Oh. my. god. I am so sick of life right this moment. I shaved half my hair off 2 days ago. I feel empowered but scared shitless by my new identity at the same time. FARK.

And I only discovered I had real, REAL diet related depression about 6 months ago. What do you do when you wake up from your own ills for

Comments

[sickwing]

Hello... yeah I think education is the least of my problems at the moment. Home life... absolutely horrid idea, don't think I will come through with this studying idea.

Regarding the extended networking technique, I have very often tried to employ this referral method but clearly something must be wrong with me because the networking has been exhausted, and I so can't be bothered anymore because trying would imply starting from scratch.

I have met a few people going out and stuff but maybe I act too desperate or something? I seem to put a few people off,on the other hand or maybe you have to let these acquintances sit until the day they blossom. Meanwhile I drive myself slowly insane waiting for that day to come. I like to think I'm slightly leaning on the normal spectrum. Everybody else seems to disagree. Just to clear things up a bit, I am an extremely outgoing person. Perhaps a bit over the top. LoL

[virus_x]

Humorously enough, I'm experiencing something very similar, right down to getting rid of the vast majority of my hair.

(I'm not gay, though, and not heading that way.)

This all came to a head after a New Year's Eve meltdown, and now it's "new me" time. I just have to get a real handle on the new me, and stop being afraid of what I can do. Maybe that's what you should do. Stand back, and only intervene when something bad's about to happen. Me, I'm trying to get back into school for my Ph.D.

Fun...

[sickwing]

Less hair = awesomeness

The fantastic news is, in the lovely little lesbian world, I don't know why but us dykes seem to dig that partial hair shaving crap. I finally caved and decided to look like the rest of my freaky buddies. I got spoke to by a girl for the first time in what...years? Blast you, personal branding.

You're right man, I should start pacing myself, absorb the new me and take it in bit by bit. As for the intervening, I find myself in a reverse experience where I need to start intervening. I should have intervened my own life, took it back, reclaim, rebelled, fight back, like, ages ago. If only I could reverse my years thinking like that isn't the most constructive way to solving my situation.

What do you study? Or plan to..

[virus_x]

Remember: unless someone has their hands on you, all restraint came from you. Now, you just have to learn what to continue to pull back on the reins on, and what not to, and to what extents & degrees.

As for my study goal: mechatronics