Please save me. I want out, i want something new. I hate it here. So many people know to much about me. i know to much about them. I work now, those people are new, i like it there. I want to be working right now. i want to work all the time. Syd's at work right now. i saw him all day today. Nothing special slept, watched t.v., ate food/candy ( Read more... )

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Is…

Is it true that what you don’t know won’t ever hurt you?

But is it fair to the person that you keep that secret from? For them to keep on trusting you, like nothing happened?

How long can you live with the guilt, knowing that you did something that would hurt this person, if they knewHow long could you get lost within you lover's eyes and ( Read more... )

start work tomorrow, scared beyond all belief. will i succed?

hope so

...and there was blood everywhere.

I have a job! i have job! i have a job! hey hey hey hey! i have job! i have a job! i have a job! hey hey hey hey ( Read more... )

Well, Syd and I went to Homecomeing, i thought we looked really good, he looked so0o hot. my god! we slow danced, it was hard to not die in his arms right there in froent of all those people. Dori and Nick won, she looked so happy with him ( Read more... )

Wee, we're going. Yes, Me, Tenaya, am going to Homecoming. Yesturday i went to the rally, just to see Ryan, Syd's Brother, he was a cheerlearder. Nick and MiDori we nominated for prince and princess. Congrats to them. I'm kinda sore about it, just cuz it would be kinda cool just to be nominated, not reallly win. it's a popular contest to me. but oh ( Read more... )

s.t.o.n.e.
I want to be at home,
solitude and all alone.
Where i can pass the day
sleeping and wishing me away.

Hoping to be unseen,
lost in my every dream.
to be a mere stone,
so i can sit and be all alone.

i would have no sadness,
no love, no hate, no wants or happiness.
oh i wish, i wish i were a stone,
so i can finally sit and be alone.~

Bush - Glycerine ( Read more... )