i've been asking myself this question all night now.."what the hell is wrong with me?" There is one thing..one major thing that my Master cannot stand and that is being talked down too. His ex used to do it to Him all the time. So why it the hell did i do it tonight to Him again. All over Him asking me to cut up the watermelon. ~sigh~ i don't ( Read more... )

i've felt just blah all day today..my back's really bothering me..spent most the day in bed ~wrinkling up my nose a lil~ not much fun..there was alot i wanted to get done but didn't...all well..i'm off the next two days so maybe tomorrow i'll feel better ( Read more... )

i hate it when there is so much i want to write...but some how it gets lost between my mind and the way my fingers type it out...does that make any sense? For any interested i guess i could go and move my other diary from it's site to here..it would definatly explain my relationship with my Master more in depth ( Read more... )

~lil groan~ today the drama continued...much of it wasn't welcome and i'd gladly trade it in for the peace and rest of having my kids back home with me ( Read more... )

I wasn't going to get into this part of my life here...trying to keep it separate from my life with One...but this is a huge part of me and it effects not only who i am but also my relationship with One..so here's a little background ( Read more... )

It seems like lately i've been hearing that alot. Those words always send a chill along my spine. i am happy here with Him...or at least i think i am....sometimes things are still so confusing. i have this stubborn rebelious side to my personality and it seems to be controlling my actions the past few months. Maybe i am testing Him..begging Him ( Read more... )

ok i was going to write this introduction entry..but the more i wrote the less i liked it....so i decided to just skip it.~nods head ( Read more... )

Possession by ~Sarah Mclaughlin ( Read more... )