Who's The Real Fort Apache Now, Motherfucker?!

[sideways_walker]

I have the feeling I'm going to fail Russian.  Not good shit.  I know he doesn't want to to fail, and is pretty much going to do whatever it takes to help me not fail, but, it's going to be hard.
Also, I got a 54 on my last math exam.  There is hopefully fifteen points of extra credit for going to lecture today, and it's stuff I actually know how to

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[829]

remember when i said "be careful or you're going to fail russian" and you said "I DON'T FAIL"?

[sideways_walker]

I DON'T fail...and I won't fail. Promise.

Re: "Who's the real Fort Apache now, motherfucker?"

[writergirlnyc]

Have you heard him SAY it yet???? It rocks. I love it.

And, yes...you are one step closer to that Middle East Correspondent job at CNN. I'm one step closer to Africa Correspondent. YAY FOR US.

Love.

--Andy

[j_rock_addict]

Lol, I remember that you said that you were bad in math. Well, IM IN LOVE WITH MY MATH TEACHER!! anyhoo, back from that spazz attack, umm I know you can do it! I know your going to be a great middle east corresp. EWW I can't wait until I see you. Your going to live your dream before I can even think about being a senator. Goodluck and I hope you feel better. Sense I was cut off from internet, I remember you posted that you weren't doing all that great. I hope your okay now though. You seem to be.

[sideways_walker]

Hahaha, I do feel better. And, I'm sorry I didn't reply to your last comment; I just didn't know what to say. Thank you is about all I can say. I'm grateful for you. :)
I am better, more level headed, more sure, more clear...and less stressed or worried about things I can't control or predict. That's an incredible weight lifted, and it's nice. I hope this weekend I can get some real work done, which is something I haven't done in about three weeks. It'll be good, a nice change. It'll be fantastic.
If I can force myself to...right now I'm really tired, so it's hard to imagine doing anything. Hahaha.

[j_rock_addict]

Im super glad. A thanks isn't bad at all. Thats all that we can say sometimes. You want to find something so much more powerful thing to say besides thanks but a thanks is just as good as somthing better. lol oxymoron. anyhoo..^^' umm Yay! A clear head is always a good thing. A ton of weight off the shoulders. That definally makes me feel better. I hate it when friends aren't helped and im just watching it happen. It makes me feel so useless.
Lol, you should get some sleep then. God knows I need some.

[sideways_walker]

Yeah, I know how you feel. Helplessness is about the worst feeling in the world. I feel it all the time, but sometimes the only thing you can do is sit back and feel useless. It's pretty damn sucky, but it happens.
I do feel better, but, with all I need to do, well it's hard to not feel overwhelmed or let it get to me...and, frankly, I'm letting it get to me. I'm having difficulty pulling myself out of the funk I've been in for a a while...it's hard to get back on track, and I'm frustrated. But, what can you do? Just gotta keep moving forward. This is life.
:)