Comments | sideways_walker: Put Me on a Plane

sideways_walker

Put Me on a Plane

Nov 15, 2006 12:00

I have no idea what I'm going to do.
God, I fucking hate this. It's so up and down. One day I feel good, confident, ready; and, the next I feel stalemate, stuck, tired, and confused.
I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.
If you can't tell, today is one of those stalemate days.
I want this semester to be over, I want to be doing something with ( Read more... )

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corynnmarie November 15 2006, 18:50:06 UTC

Stop being crappy. Nobody thinks you're doing a shitty job in Chigaco. You're probably doing oodles better than me. $1500 in debt, C'S and D's in every class. If anybody needs to come home and get their life together, it's me. But I don't have that option. I don't get an out. I have to stay. So be happy that you at least have some options and some choices, because Mom and I - we don't have a single one ( ... )

sideways_walker November 15 2006, 19:08:38 UTC

I don't consider what I'm doing an "out". It's pretty much me plunging into adulthood, when I could just as easily stay here and take out bit loans all over, and finish the year. But, I don't think that's smart, so I'm going back to Oklahoma, where I may very well be miserable, but I don't think I have much of a choice. I think I'm just doing what needs to be done. That's not an "out".