Today I swear I have done one of the most insane things. I went to Best Buy on my way to CompUSA...when this older black guy comes up and asks for some money. He explains his situation, saying he just got back into town and all that...Wouldn't stop hassling me so I give him $20. I go in, buy a movie, and come back out. He is nowhere in sight. I go ( Read more... )

Is it bad that I feel like skipping classes again tonight? I already skipped Tuesday, and I know I should at least show up for tonight...but there's nothing really motivating me to go. I'm sore from working yesterday, and my rough draft is kinda due in English (someone has to read it and give me an opinion basically). I have nothing done for my ( Read more... )

So apparently me and some friends are going to go see 30 Seconds To Mars on April 11th at the Rave....woooot. That made my day. I didn't think I was going to go see them at all. Anyway. Friday I got paid :D so I bought myself....a new shirt for work, a little book game thing, food, pizza, um...A watch, sharpies, and hand sanatizer. Yeah, I actually ( Read more... )

I just died a little.

I never thought I'd be distraught over something like this. I mean, it's just a game, right? He's my creation though, something I put thought into, and even a bit of myself ( Read more... )

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So I wake up this morning and get on the computer. Ben had snuck online. But he had to go when I got on, so I only got to see him for a millisecond. Just enough for him to say he had to go and he loved me.

I cried a little.

This week is spring break for me. Basically...a week to be isolated. woo ( Read more... )

I want to be forgotten ( Read more... )

20 days until I get to talk to him again. I just hope Ben doesn't think I've abandoned him...I just couldn't afford to keep calling him. I need to get a job, so I can do these things, like call people..buy things for myself, etc ( Read more... )