First, this:
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and now
While I'm sure this isn't a huge shock to anyone, actually taking this moment to put an end to a journal and character I've had for over 5 years is a difficult thing to do. I adore Sienna. I've always taken liberties with her marriage, but now with the birth of her beautiful twins it doesn't feel right to twist things for the sake of an RP character an entertainment. I exercise my right to choose the next Sienna.
A lot has changed her since she first came about, most of her closest friends left long ago. I wish I had the mental capacity to list everyone and give you a little shout but I don't. :/ You know who you are, and if you don't, speak up! I can definitely share the love in comments. Not to leave anyone out, a few mentions:
Gwyneth - I miss you more than words can say and hope that out there you're watching Sex And The City and thinking you need to ring me up to dish the latest on Blythe!! ♥
Mehran - I just pouted. My heart hurts a little but I adore you completely and am so so so happy that you found your happiness!
Dave - Sexiest and most up and down 100 day marriage ever!
Ellen - Novie novie novie goat. You are one of the most fantastic people I've experienced while here and I miss your lovely face and humor and way of making sense of the world.
Portia - ♥ true beauty
Ewan - I'm coming to find you in Amish country. I know you're running a FedEx out of a silo and eating powdered cheese.
Asia - Oh you. Consider this a customized nudge. You're about to hit six weeks! I love you.
Kristian, Lovely Leisha ♥ , Colin Firth, Hugh, JLM, Diego, Gael, Carlos, Matt, "Bob" Downey, Orlando in your various forms, Michelle (if only they airlifted me to the island, you would have made it to the end only to die anyhow!), everyone!!
Last but certainly not least, Jonathan. The best...everything. From sandwich boards to Luther Campbell adverts for our sex classes. China adventures with the scariest food ever. Mexico. Your bed in my flat. Adoration, angst, me in your bed, you in mine, have I told you lately you're amazing in the sack? Thanks for all the hot sex and for ruining me for anyone else! ;) I miss you, then again you know that!!
Take care and be good to one another!!
♥
Removals soon. If you would like to stay on, let me know.