It's almost like you had it planned ( Read more... )

all that i am, all that i ever was, is here in your perfect eyes and they're all i can see

Straight from the heart, no bullshit ( Read more... )

[01 Jun 2006|10:20pm]

i cant remember the last time i slept a whole night through. my parents say insomnia can be related to depression. ive been avoiding seeing someone but i feel like i cant anymore. im always nervous and anxious and depressed. things that make me unhappy cause me physical pain or sickness. i used to be number 1 at hiding how i felt. no one knew what ( Read more... )

I've seen you darling, seen you hanging round town ( Read more... )

maybe i'm just destined to be this sad all the time. i'm wondering how anyone could believe in god. how anyone could think things were meant to be how they are. cuz things are worse than i could have ever imagined and there can't be a god. i hate myself but i can still say i didn't do anything to deserve this kind of pain.

i just want to, i dont even know. i feel so isolated, and i did it myself. i did it to avoid confrentation. but i guess that didnt really work. ive been upset most of the summer, more like depressed. im not happy. i just want to be happy. i want to feel needed, wanted, loved, desired. i need fulfillment. i feel neglected.

i freaking love old school music

Strumming my pain with his fingers ( Read more... )