I think you end up leaving a getaway weekend one of two ways: 1) Flying and psyched. 2) Crashing and fucked up.
A week later, either can be ok. But at the time...it's damn hard. I think it's because you go and you get total immersion for a few days. Not a quicky scene or a little hanky-spanky. You get sucked in, sort of. And if the sucked in meets your pre-planed expectations/hopes, you leave flying. And if it doesn't quite, or something ends abruptly at the end, you leave fucked up.
Two OLFs ago, I had my first cutting. And then I had to drive back. And I had done H, so he was zonked in the front seat, not even awake to give me some support. And about Toledo, I was driving down the road just balling my eyes out for no good reason.
When you're ready to write about it, I'm reading every few days.
Re: Get AwaythemoonladySeptember 3 2005, 16:40:44 UTC
The first one is the toughest. Just think about the first scene you had when you crashed. And then multiply it by five thousand, and you get imersion weekend crash.
It's not pleasant, and it shouldn't happen. But it does. And most of the time, it's not really anyone's fault- it's just a bad confluence of events, or someone missed some critical second somewhere or something. Get lots of hugs.
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1) Flying and psyched.
2) Crashing and fucked up.
A week later, either can be ok. But at the time...it's damn hard. I think it's because you go and you get total immersion for a few days. Not a quicky scene or a little hanky-spanky. You get sucked in, sort of. And if the sucked in meets your pre-planed expectations/hopes, you leave flying. And if it doesn't quite, or something ends abruptly at the end, you leave fucked up.
Two OLFs ago, I had my first cutting. And then I had to drive back. And I had done H, so he was zonked in the front seat, not even awake to give me some support. And about Toledo, I was driving down the road just balling my eyes out for no good reason.
When you're ready to write about it, I'm reading every few days.
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I guess this would be my first really 'crashing and fucked up' weekend Ever! LOL
I'm still writing..errr trying too....
~A~
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It's not pleasant, and it shouldn't happen. But it does. And most of the time, it's not really anyone's fault- it's just a bad confluence of events, or someone missed some critical second somewhere or something. Get lots of hugs.
Here...(Angie). A digital one from me.
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Missed seeing you.
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