I know that it's not love, but whatever it is...i really want to find out because this feels so right and it just seems like it's something that needs to be there. It truely makes me feel awsome inside. No joke :\...goodnight.
*sigh* hmmm jen? well whoever it is... things will work out if u want them to work out.. im here for you if u need it.. i know things have been... kinda... bad between us.. and ive said it a billion times before im sorry.. but if u need any advice with a "gal" lol ill be here to help you :) so im open for advice 24-7 :) just remember that!!!!
yeah, i know that feeling pretty damn well. i had it towards one person, but the situation was just all too crazy. it felt so awesome that i thought what i was feeling was "fake." i don't know, but with sean, i don't feel that. i'm not sure if it's good or bad. i mean, we have a great time when we're together and everything... but i just don't know if i'm seeing him as a boyfriend or a best friend, because i can't get rid of these feelings for someone else. cheating isn't an option with my circumstances, and even if it were, i would NEVER cheat on sean or any of my boyfriends. because when you cheat you are stooping down to one of the lowest levels on the "jerkoff" scale. i would never want anyone to think anything bad of me. and i'm loyal to sean, i've worked so hard the past month to make this all work but i'm just not sure if it feels "right" with him. i don't know what is going on right now, because the person it would feel "right" with, i don't have a chance with. god damn, this sucks. bye ryan. :/
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