This is one of those Bukowski nights of dark rooms and sleeplessness and accepted despair where all I can do is lie in bed and let Will Sheff sing to me.

What I'd love right now is for a nice girl to drive around a long country road with me listening to sweet music and holding hands

neither of us saying a word.

So my boss called me into his office yesterday, and told me in 2 weeks he was going to offer me a sales job after my internship is over. I doubt it will end up being a sales job entirely, but regardless he likes me, and I get a job. The magnitude of this is just through the roof for me, I'm fucking excited ( Read more... )

The skyline is beautiful on fire.

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We are growing apart, its sad. For 10 years we were best friends. No. A duo. Tennis partners, competitors in every aspect, true friends. I can't describe how good of a friendship it was, it was that good ( Read more... )

I've had a hundred thousand thoughts pacing around in my head lately that I meant to write about, but just didn't. To sum them up, I've been really depressed the last week or two just about things in general. I don't think I've been as lonely tonight as I have been in years and I don't know why. I guess its sort of escalated over the last month ( Read more... )

So its my birthday ( Read more... )

I'm legally changing my name.....to Echizen Kurage.

I just got home from my first day at work and wow. I feel like I've grown up 3 years in one day. First day on the job and they had me going to business meetings and I had to write an overview of itsecurity. My boss fucking rules and I like pretty much everyone there. I made good friends with everyone on the first day and its such a laid back, ( Read more... )

I've been napping all day and I've had the most intense fucking weird, realistic dreams ever. For like 3 hours the boundaries between real life and dream life was completely blurred. One dream (as lame as this sounds, all my dreams are this weird and random), I had this party and kyle's friend came (not in real life, the guy was a figment of my ( Read more... )