okay....

i'm definitely back and better than ever.

i'm going to start posting again.

get ready, cause this shits about to get heavy.

Well, here i am...after not having updated in quite some time...i guess nothing has really happened that made me ultimately think, "oh! livejournal! perfect!". oh well. i'm not sure what compelled me to update now, but i guess we'll see what comes out, hmm ( Read more... )

it's horrifying to think that there could be no hope whatsoever for someone. you think to yourself that you would give up an arm, a leg, anything at all for this person just to pull through it. Maybe he'll wake up soon and tell you that it was all just a sick, disturbing joke. instead, we go to the hospital day after day and realize that someone ( Read more... )

So today is halloween and it's really kind of lame that i'm working two years in a row on this holiday. It's not that it's an important holiday, but it'd be nice to hand out candy to kids or go trick or treating every once in a while ( Read more... )

I guess i'm just over it. i guess that i can't put any emotion towards the situation any longer. People change, or maybe people have always been the same and neither of us ever knew. how unfortunate, how sad. i'm not sure when this will all stop being awkward and annoying and angsty, but doesn't it feel like we were a couple and broke up? i don't ( Read more... )

dear god, i am so increasingly and rampantly annoyed with these unassuming, empty, vacant simpletons. it's ridiculous how ones mindset can just be so off course. it sure will make a good story, though ( Read more... )

what a disgusting time and place we live in. what a disgusting nation....a place where women save their hard earned cash for the next louis vuitton or a balenciaga bag over anything else. a place where people put celebrities on the highest pedestal for just doing their job...entertaining us. we envy the way they look, the way they act, the way they ( Read more... )

Well, the stones have been cast, the matches lit and the bridges burned. I suppose this is it, and it doesn't have to be this way--it never had to be like this. I don't understand what possible rotten logic goes through some peoples heads...but i can't be a preacher--that's not who i am. i'm simply an observer. I was flipping through pages on this ( Read more... )

Wine and cheese parties with select people are perhaps one of the most delightful gatherings that i could ever imagine. The perfect topper is of course, a lot of cigarettes (it would have only been better if the ladies had an audrey hepburn type cigarette holder and the men had cigars) and very burlesque-ish music in the backround. The company ( Read more... )

As i'm sifting through my friends page on myspace and smiling fondly of old memories with old friends and coffee shops and shows and three in the morning conversations and adventures, i falter. I'm realizing that everyone is completely different--including me. It doesn't come to a surprise to me, however the memories that i'm having seem all of the ( Read more... )