so i got out of the hospital a few weeks ago for an abscess, follow up after not feeling better, cat scan has revealed several fistulae. Gi wants me to start remicade as a more aggressive treatment for my crohn's. frankly, i'm nervous since we had it under control with just pentasa for over two years. Gi said once we take this plunge there is no ( Read more... )

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today i was told i tested positive for lyme disease.

plus my crohn's has been all out of whack and i am getting over an eye infection that caused me to go to will's eye hospital emergency because i thought i was going to claw my eye out from the pain.

but i'm ok. not really.

today it is five years old.

last night i sat and read through quite a good portion of my memories. and than i deleted them. not the posts, just disabled them as memories.

i read the post right after i graduated high school. so young, so innocent, so hopeful.

but what can you do.

c'est la vie.

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i'm a fucking serial killer x 100 ( Read more... )

i should write here more often

eric made me a special shirt for my birthday. he screenprinted it all himself. i'd been lusting after various cute guts shirts (cartoon intestines with funny sayings like "you got guts", "gut feeling", and "i heart your guts"). well he made the gut feeling one for me and inside the shirt where the tag should be is two old sailor jerry style heats ( Read more... )

i seriously have the best boyfriend ever. if you want to challenge that, feel free, but we are probably better than you and your pathetic existance anyway.