Comments | siguy85: It doesn't matter anymore (you don't have to read this, just another venting)

siguy85

It doesn't matter anymore (you don't have to read this, just another venting)

Jul 19, 2004 22:23

Great plans huh. well i got a late notice today, and i had a baseball game. i did pretty good too, i batted 1000, hit four singles, stole six bases, scored all four times and made no errors. We won 18-14. Not too shabby. but this is were the fun starts ( Read more... )

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ur_false_hope July 20 2004, 09:13:39 UTC

i don't know you very well but i'm guessing you like baseball a lot so that all deffinately sucks.. but meh... cheer up!

just find a way to fuck life instead of letting it fuck you. how? i don't know. i'm still trying to figure that one out myself.

well, siguy85 July 20 2004, 13:23:15 UTC

Baseball is my last tie to being a kid, and once it's done the rest is all acting like a kid and not wanting to grow up. Baseball is my last ground to actually be one. Well, not is, more like was. After I'm done i go back to my job, maybe even school someday. But by knowing me i won't and it'll be 10 years down the road still working the same job i landed in highschool, still refusing to grow up.

Re: well, talkingwalnut July 20 2004, 16:01:41 UTC

i dont want to grow up.... but its somethin that is bound to happen... and i havent figured out how to make it go smoothly and to not losse the kid inside me.... but i feel like it slowly is fading... like when u play on a swing set... it is fun but not as mkuch fun as it used to be ya know?

Re: well, siguy85 July 20 2004, 21:22:04 UTC

i hear ya, but lately it hasn't felt like it's been slipping, but more like being stripped away, and i don't like it. and then i get mad, and write some verbal shit in my livejournal.

i hear ya, everything is better when you are a kid. like it has a magic touch, you cant explain and you just get lost in the object and not the concept. the simplist thing could take ahold of you for a whole day, and that cardbox becomes a space ship, tank, race car and a robot, in a matter of only minutes. now i look at a box, and just remember. then cut it up and place it in a large stack for people at my work to use, for making achemy. (this gell crap used to fill in gaps in granite.)

im gonna go buy a trampoline or something to help keep around that lil kid for a bit longer.

Untouchables- "Stay golden."

Re: well, talkingwalnut July 21 2004, 09:54:49 UTC

i totaly hear ya