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[siigie]

I was looking over my previous entries (don't ask me why ~_-) and there was this one entry that mentioned about me "might not be going to the funeral on friday". And it was then I just realized something. That was November. My Godfather had passed away. I completely forgot. I just simply...forgot. (even though, technically we never forget anything

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[under_cover_618]

it's not why did you forget? it's the fact that we try to put things like that aside because we don't want to believe the truth. when my Dad passed away i had nighmares for the year after but sometimes i would wake up and just think where's Dad? and then I'd start to cry because i would remember that he wouldn't be here, that nothing would change that, and he would miss me growing up and everything would come rushing back because the truth hurts and that is why we try to hide the truth sometimes it's because we don't want to get hurt over and over again because we can't stop it. but if we pretend, then it hides a little of pain that we are feeling and it doesn't hurt as bad for us.