I'm tired of being a fucking convenience. I'm tired of being so nice when people don't deserve it.

I have always done anything for my friends. My mother used to tell me when I was a kid, "I don't know why you turn yourself in for things they did. They wouldn't do that for you. Just rely on yourself ( Read more... )

But this is pretty damn funny.

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Wah wah wah I'm sick :(

This is exactly why I don't let my guard down & put myself out there.

Maybe this is really my karma getting back at me. I don't know, but it fucking sucks either way.
I know a lot better. I know he's bad news & isn't ever going to change. Yet, for some reason, I let him in like that. I shut down people ALL the time and never let them in, but for ( Read more... )

Last night, in an anti-valentines day frenzy, Stacie & I went out for a drink. Who do I run into? Ski mask guyHim: "I called you like 5 times ( Read more... )

I've decided to stop going home with people to "hang out". They always get pissed at me when I don't sleep with them. At first I was doing it all the time to prove a point, like, "Yeah, just because I'm a girl & I come back to your house does NOT mean I'm obligated to sleep with you, and I'm going to prove it!" But now it's just annoying. One guy ( Read more... )

Okay, so everyone knows I've had this crush on this guy at work for a while now. It was a small crush before, silly and dumb. The guy with the baby & girlfriend ( Read more... )

Stacie & I went to see Hillbilly Hellcats the other night, and I met this dude. He's a tattoo artist at Tattoo Heaven, across from Starborn (where Miss Sarah & I love to spend our time with Das Frank & most of the other boys there). Well, he invited us to Double Down a couple of nights ago. I didn't think he was too bad, he was funny at least, and ( Read more... )

Last night was such a strange night. I ran into Jake - weird - got an "I'm sorry I'm an asshole, I'm just scared of commitment" speach from someone I really didn't think I'd ever have a conversation with again, and met some random ass dude that tricked us into going to a "BBQ" at his house. Let me tell ya, there was no said "BBQ ( Read more... )

I've decided I'm going back to college. Real college, not hair school. I want to get a degree in Social Work; more specifically in the addiction counceling field. I could just go to school for a year or so & get a certification, but I would rather be a social worker because the field is more broad. I've thought a lot about this... whether or not it ( Read more... )