meh to damn early in the morning... feel like crap... roomate feels like crap... and we both have a shit load to do today... blah.. such is life i guess.. .nothing i can do about it.. i miss my son a hell of a lot.. but what can you do.. i think im not getting enough sleep.. im just not sleeping right or mabey im getting up to early.. i dont know ( Read more... )

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been a long ass night let alone a long ass day.. theres always good days then there are bad days.. and you cant help but to wonder when is this rollercoster going to end.. then you finaly realize that this "rolercoaster" is life.. and that it will never end.. you just have to roll up and down with it and work things out best you can.. hold on ( Read more... )

well just to update everyone who hasnt heard yet from one source or anouther, monday night me and tresha were bringing shaun back up from PI and heading into fortkent when a moose jumped up on the road (if any of you are up here you know monday was raining extreamly hard and made it hard to see)i tried to swerve and hit a patch of still water and ( Read more... )

finaly got all my shit moved into the new place... took me a few days but it already feels like home.. out of all the places ive moved into and been in this one feels like its "home" the most.. and ive only been here two nights (or something like that) its funny.. been a while since ive had a place i actualy called home that it kinda feels wierd ( Read more... )

wow been a tad to long since i updated and such.. guess i havent had much to say anyway.. everything isnt nessisarly going to plan but its going.. i cant complain.. i have a roof over my head and a somewhat ok job.. its a paycheck anyway.. not much else i can do..sorting out what little life i have and dealing with everything as it comes by.. ( Read more... )

its funny how sometimes you see yourself and you think about whats around you and you really really dont know what everyone else thinks.. i guess i wish that some people around me would realize who i am and that they mean something to me.. even if they dont think they do.. i wish that they woudl understand that there special to me. and that i try ( Read more... )

to damn early in the morning... of course it was to damn late last night to do this but i want to.. ended up going out with nick last night.. grabed some food cougt a movie and had a good time.. afterwards we talked a lot and got a lot of things out it was nice.. 99% of it was stuff we both already knew from one source or anouther but it was still ( Read more... )

sometimes i just dont understand myself.. ill be perfectly fine one moment.. then for no reason just completly shut down.. it happend today.. shortly after i got home from work.. i dont know why.. nothing happend.. or was said that should have sparked this up.. it just happend.. made the rest of my day shity.. which then in turn got worse cause of ( Read more... )

way to hot today.. like in the kitchen it was almost 100 or at least felt like it.. had sweat dripping down my.. well.. nvm.. some info is better left unsaid.. the past two days have been nice been home alone and was relxing a bit.. had a chance to be me and just me.. but now the hole familys back mom and dad are down for the weekend.. and amelia ( Read more... )