OMG What The Hell Have I Done To Deserve This ???

[sikolto]

Where do I begin? I picked up my son at the bus station on Sunday the 18th and it seemed like it would be a great visit if not change for him after the first 18 years of his life being as difficult as it was. I should have known something was up when his maternal family started talking less and less to him as the days went on. It would be very

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[crystalstarr]

oh boy good luck, hang in there.

[sikolto]

Thank you Sis

(G) I am finding that my fingers are getting pretty "muscled-up" from everything that I have been able to handle.

Again Thank You.

SIK

[ms_dragon_red]

I read this post with interest

[sikolto]

(G) Locked And Loaded ;-)

SIK

[sparkled_eyes]

not all cutters 'enjoy the pain'.

i used to do it to punish myself.
or because i couldn't feel anything.
or to make the emotional pain seem more 'real', because i could see it.

[crystalstarr]

i have to agree with this i'm bipolar and a cutter i have done it mostly in fits of rage , and to make me feel

cutting

[dedgrl4life]

I don't even know why I do it. It just seems to go hand in hand with anger.

[sikolto]

I was never a "cutter"... Then again, I guess ingesting large doses of pills would seem like just about the same thing right???

Just a thought.

SIK

[bexplant]

i cant imagine how hard that must have been for you. here's hoping things get better. ::hugs::

[sikolto]

He is getting better... As for me... I appear stronger than I am. I just refuse to have a crappy Christmas for one more year.

Thank You Lil' Sis

SIK

[bexplant]

no problem, brother.

just gotta keep on keepin on.

BEXIE BEXIE BEXIE!

[sikolto]

oops.... Just wanted to say hello little sis

Sik

[dedgrl4life]

That sounds really tough, but I think it's safe to say that you're doing all you can. Hopefully some day he will realize this and be grateful.

[sikolto]

(((D)))

Thank You Ms. D I hope so also. It is time for him to grow up and hopefully not like I did. In The Psych System.

SIK