trying to have an out of body experience so i can shove my body into traffic

[siktildoomsday]

hung out with andrew today. played the wii, which was cool. then he left for vermont, and i wound up talking to mrs. schiffmacher till about 20 minutes ago(12:30), which was cool. i did ,however, realize how awkward i still am. i dunno if its just cuz i still feel kinda weird being in that house now, or being so casual with that whole family, or if

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[beccasucks00]

But ranting is good for making a head clear, and for people who never get to see you. Plus, if it makes you feel any better, you never even go into detail about what's really bothering you. . . And I always think your writing is good. Sometimes I even turn my music off if I can't focus on it enough, and I wouldn't do that if it was just something stupid. Mhmm.